Believe

I have so much to be thankful for in my life and I count my blessing every day. This year has been a huge struggle for Johnny and I and I'm ready for 2012 and I hope it is better. We have been through so much together and I'm very lucky to have him by my side. Johnny and I are pretty conservative when it comes to making big decisions and we usually spend a lot of time talking and thinking about things. Recently, we've been on a much different track. We made a huge decision and we're hoping that the risk will pay off. It's very scary for us, but we're excited at the same time. I ask that you continue to remember Johnny and I in your prayers because we really need them right now.

I believe that everything happens for a reason and that things will work out the way they should. I'm just hoping that God's plan and my plan align for once. I know God will do what is best for me and whatever happens is His will. I just hope he's hearing my prayers and continues to guide me in the direction he desires.

I have been put in some rather serious scenarios this year and I made some huge decisions in regards to each other them. I have had people that I loved do me more wrong than I could ever imagine and I've had to reconsider their position in my life. This year has shown me who is honestly there for me and who isn't. I find it senseless to keep dead weight around. Hang on to those that help, and let go of those who hurt.

I pray that I've made the right decisions and that I'm heading in the path that is most right for me and my life.